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Well, this journal is temporarily on standby... For how long, I don't know. It might come back, eventually... n.n
But, for now, it shall collect dust. n.n
Anywho, MSN me or AIM me for the new name... I'd put it up here, but there are certain people who I don't want to find it. D:
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[31 Jan 2006|09:06pm] |
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N/A... Going to bed soon. x.x;; |
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... I honestly think that Jared Rodreguiz, or however the heck you spell his last name, is the most annoying creature on the face of the Earth. And Pern.
His voice is high, and squeaky and grates on nerves already frayed by his appearance. But what really kills those poor nerves is what he SAYS. He says the stupidest, most degrading things. God. He's such a jerk.
AND I DON'T CARE IF YOU'RE READING THIS, JARED. I'M EXTREMELY CLOSE TO CHANGING USERNAMES ANYWAY.
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And now I feel guilty.
You weren't supposed to find this anyway Jared. This is the very reason I bottle EVERYTHING up and take just about any kind of abuse. Especially from you.
It all comes out here, believe me. I've said things on here, about people...
When I get upset, I don't think straight. And, alot of times, the upset-ness has been bottled up for several hours and it all comes pouring out in the oh-so-loveable form of verbal abuse.
I'm sorry, but you are a jerk sometimes.
And I'm sorry I called you gay. It really is the first thing to spring to mind, even if it isn't true. And, here, its an "I never think before I type" thing. Why? Because this is a private, away from school journal. You were never meant to find it.
There. I'm sorry.
Too bad... I liked this journal too.
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[30 Jan 2006|08:18am] |
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I am completely and totally hooked on a Spirited away fic called "Courage of the Spirit." It is Chihiro/Haku, on a rather grand scale. It totally rocks. It has fourty chapters and has like, three sequals. <3
I really, really wish it was a book. xD Seriously.
And the person writing it is very, very lucky it's complete. I'd kill if it wasn't. D:
But... Yay. :D;;
Oh. New group that I like... Shuuji to Akira. Loooove. O_O; I only like one of their songs though but it's ubercool. xD
Btw, I think Japanese people can pronounce spanish words better than most of my school. n.n;;
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[29 Jan 2006|08:00am] |
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T.M. Revolution - もはや君なしじゃ始まらない -mohaya- |
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Curse it all, the sun's back. Dammit.
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| Yay, rain. <3 |
[28 Jan 2006|07:52am] |
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Whoot, its raining. n.n! Texas is currently having a drought of like, massive proportions. x_x;; Stupid el nino. Dx
But, in odder news, I no longer have wings on my online persona. :D See that avatar? Up there? That is what I would look like if I was a cat. Fortunately, I don't have to be a cat all the time. n.n
But I'm still a kitty! ^-^!
In your face, Someone. No more chicken for you. :D
... I have a question.. What on earth is it with guys and football? Seriously, they all seem to be able to play it well, its like some kind of primal instinct... o_O;
And ever wonder why there isn't a guy's volleyball team? o.o;; I'd go to those. xD
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[27 Jan 2006|10:13pm] |
I suck. My computer sucks. It's ghetto. Seriously. ;_;
I don't want to post in the RP's... I just want to know what the HECK happens in Spirited Away. Thats all. No more.
And, by the gods, I wish life were simpler. Uber-simple, if possible. The world called perfect the walgreen's commercials talk about.
Yeah. No confusing feelings to deal with... No deadlines... Always enough hardrive space...
... *sigh*
;_;
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[25 Jan 2006|09:30pm] |
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Note to self: Never RP with Danna if she knows your AIM or MSN screen name. She sucks the creativity out of you. ;_;
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[24 Jan 2006|09:50pm] |
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... If anyone has Spirited Away that they can put through YouSendIt at me, I would love them forever. ;_;
Or like, send it to me. Or let me borrow it. Anything. I need to see the second half of that movie.
;____; Help a friend?
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[24 Jan 2006|08:07am] |
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LJ keeps LOGGING ME OUT. DX
It's being mean. Like school. Stupid power notes. x_x
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[22 Jan 2006|08:34am] |
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It's overcast today. :DDDD Omfg, I'm so happy. It started to thunder last night, though. Scared the shitaki mushrooms out of me. ;-; Stayed up till like, one. That was when my parents got home from a party. (I think my mom was drunk... O_o;;)
But I got to watch some cowboy bebop. :D! I <3 that show.
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[21 Jan 2006|10:53am] |
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Well... I kind of wished I hadn't posted that, but... I still feel that way. D:
Anywho... MY COMPUTER IS OLD.
x_x;; I need a new one, but I'd rather just get another drive or more
disk space. I tried to download a couple programs and it wouldn't let
me. ;_;
Stupid disk space.. *grumbles*
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[21 Jan 2006|12:19am] |
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I told myself not to update
when I was depressed, but I can't help it right now. Especially right
now. I feel as though I have to get this out there somehow. Now, lets
see how I can put this...
All of my friends are growing away from me, and I don't like it a bit.
The three people I considered to be my best friends at one point don't
seem to be there anymore, at least not as of the one that still goes to
my school. I know Alanna still loves me. x3 And I'm sure Chloe does
too, but I hardly talk to her anymore, probably because I got a
username change. And I never know if it's her or her mom that's on..
o_o;;
But... Haley seems to be growing away at an alarming rate. Had it been
a gradual change I could see coming, I would have probably been fine
with it. But... Now it seems like I never, ever see her anymore. And
she doesn't seem too inclined to see me, either. At the only lunch I
have with her, she is normally off begging for food from this Miwa
person. I've never met her, but I dislike people that seem to know my
friends better than I do almost immidiately. (Little known fact: I
didn't like Monse-chan at first. n.n;; I was very insecure about all of
my friends at dowell.)
I'm sure shes a nice person, as most otaku are, but... I can't help but
feeling overwhelmed... Haley seems to have a good many friends I've
never even seen before, much less met.
But, isn't this the way most friendships turn out? Someone gets
betrayed, or someone gets abandoned. It's a cruel separation that
generally happens around the time of High School graduation. I'm just
afraid that it's happening a tad early...
And speaking of friends, have you ever noticed that theres always that
one friend that doesn't seem to want to talk to you unless they want
something from you? I have one of those. She's rather strange... But...
*shrug* We're all strange, anyway.
Well, that was my weekly depression rant... I seem to be getting these at an alarming frequency, aren't I?
Well, if I tell my parents or something, they'll just sit me down and
give me some tough love talk about "friends growing apart" and "that's
life." Hmph. Sometimes I feel really jipped by my parents. My sister
gets ALL of the attention. And they only seem to care about what she
likes and dislikes, not what I like or dislike. They make fun of my
dislike for getting everything on my cheeseburger when I asked for
plain. They make fun of the anime titles that I watch. "Inuyashiyogi!"
is a favorite saying of theirs.
Parents. Insensitive... Grr's, all of them.
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| Miyavipostness yay. :D |
[19 Jan 2006|07:51pm] |
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Well, as of this moment, I am a total Miyavi fangirl. If he showed up at my house I would seriously die of delight. <3
The song that "put him on the map" for me was Jibune Kakumei -2003-. Seriously, I loved that song even when I didn't really like Miyavi all that much. For you see, I had known about Miyavi before this, but he was just a "weirdo rocker" and way, way, way to hardcore for poor little me. xD;; But then I saw/heard JK2003 and I fell in LOVE. It's popish, but has just enough rock to where I love it to death.
But it was POP is dead that solidified my love for Miyavi. I love that song, despite it's indies-era-ness. I looooove it. Especially the beginning "I love you baby, I need you baby, I want you baby..." <33333
... Sheesh, I need to finnish downloading the rest of Naruto...
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[17 Jan 2006|05:48pm] |
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I have just finnished reading Animal Farm and have come to one conclusion: Pigs are bitches. Dx
Especially ones name Napoleon.
GRAH. The entire second half of the book had me wishing for sharp teeth and dull torture knives. Or a pack of ravenous wolves to suddenly appear out of nowhere and eat all of the pigs.
The book is about a group of animals who rebel against the farmer who works them long hours and feeds them next to nothing. They drive the farmer out, and for a while they have the farm running smoothly and profitably for everyone. They have seven commandments, "No animal shall wear human clothes," "no animal shall drink beer," ect. But then the pigs begin to find that they are "more suited" to the mental half of the work. So they take up residence in the farmhouse. One night, after sucessfully repelling a raid from a traitorous neighbor, the pigs discover whisky. Now, the head pig is Napoleon, a boar. Another pig, Squealer, comes out the next morning to tell the other animals that "our leader, Comrade Napoleon" is dying.
(Quick note: I whooped when I read that. For, up till then, the abuse the pigs were putting the other animals through for the sake of their own comfort was appaling. I was already wishing for those wolves by this time.)
But then, one day as Boxer, the loyal horse, is hauling stones for the third windmill, he falls and cannot get up. The pigs tell the other animals that he is going to the hospital, but Benjamin the Donkey tells them that "horse slaughterer" is written on the side of the van.
Now, I don't know about you, but this was the final straw for me. I was desprately wishing to tear out that pigs throat with anything at hand.
The pigs go so far as to walk on their hind legs, another commandment, and to wear clothes.
I don't even remember properly how the book ended, I'm so angry. I'll tell you one thing though, I'm eating ham and pork and bacon with joy now. Dx
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[16 Jan 2006|08:01pm] |
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Yeah... deleting this post, slightly. .-.;; I really HATE it when I post when I'm semi-depressed. Everything comes out sounding stupid. My little sister and her sucess stories were getting to me.. Coupled with the fact that I haven't been able to write a decent story for a while. Dx
So... Ignore this, kinda. o_O;
And I try to tell myself that I'm only fifteen. I'm not supposed to be able to take over the world with my books yet. (That comes later. :D)
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[16 Jan 2006|09:26am] |
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God I hate the dentist. I have to go get ready/eat breakfast here in about four minutes... x_x;; God, I hate it though. My only reassurance is my braces. They can't steal any of my teeth with these babies on my teeth, I'll tell you that much. My orthodontist would be pissed. XD;;
But seriously, these people LOVE causing me pain and discomfort. Dx I'm glad this is my last time visiting with braces. They have to use this water spray thing on me to clean my teeth and it takes forever. Not to mention it tastes like saltwater. Dx
Mabye they'll let me take my iPod in there with me... But then again that water thing got EVERYWHERE. ;_;
But, I love this avatar. :D! Tetsu has additude, he just needs someone to tell him what to say. xD!
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[14 Jan 2006|08:34pm] |
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I am having too much fun keeping one thing colored and making the rest of the avatar grey or something. xD!! I just LOVE it though! :D And most of the time it comes out so well... x3
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[14 Jan 2006|10:26am] |
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I... Just saw a yahoo movie thing for Brokeback Mountain. Cowboys = hawt. XD
Andandand PoTC 2. O_O;;; Even more hawt.
But, the ultimate quote I will stand by for most if not all of my life is...
"Real men play hockey." XDDDD
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| Okay. Dx |
[12 Jan 2006|06:33pm] |
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Yeah. Taking the link to this off of S*T. Too many random fucking people can read the personal crap I put in here. Dx
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